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Author Biographies
The likelihood that I am the reincarnation of an ancient Chinese
physician is remote at best. Aside from some vague notions about
Daoism and a taste for Japanese erotic poetry, my adolescent interests
in things oriental was pretty generic. I experienced no life-changing
acupuncture cure, nor did any of my friends. Nevertheless, Chinese
medicine crept up on me with stealth and then struck hard.
I'd dropped out of college and spent winters working on the drilling
rigs in Wyoming to finance my rock climbers' version of an Endless
Summer; a wannabe rock monk. The winter of 1980, I went to Australia
and stumbled upon a guy doing taijiat the base of a cliff
in the jungle, kookaburras screaming, koala's grunting, and snakes
slithering, yet at the same time, everything strangely silent. One
look at him and something shifted. I didn't know what it was, or
why I liked it, but I wanted a piece of that.
I spent the summer of 1980 in Tucson Arizona studying taijiwith
an older guy who was the senior student of a big-name teacher in
town. His name was Murray Fenster but I called him Yarrum Retsnef
because that was much closer to who he was. His parents had just
gotten his name backwards. The only time you can begin to move around
in Tucson during the summer is in the evening and we would do taijilate
into the night. He also introduced me to modern Chinese philosophers
like Lin Yutang and even more arcane notions like the idea that
the mucous that we were producing from the raw foods diet we'd been
eating was a discharge. Hawk-drop knee, Snort twist step, Spray
sputum like fog. Yarrum shared with me his taijiphlegm-form,
and by the end of the summer he fired my passion for all things
Asian and mystical to a fever pitch.
In August of that year, my girlfriend and I had to get back to
the East Coast. We'd become bored with hitchhiking, so we found
a car that needed to be delivered to New York City. The idiots at
the drive-away car company gave a couple of twenty-year-olds a Porsche
to drive across the country. It was an entry level Porsche actually,
a luxury car for people who couldn't afford the real thing. The
suspension was so bad we called it "Squeaky," but it looked sharp
and it had a sunroof. Our mission was to deliver it to a junior
stockbroker on Wall Street who turned out to be our age. Squeaky
took us on a meandering road trip punctuated by arcane discussions
concerning the pro's and con's of tamari in the macrobiotic diet
and whether Daoist ejaculatory control was really a good idea or
not.
Somehow we decided to see the Smoky Mountains of Arkansas, but
it was dark when we got there, so there wasn't much to see. The
summer heat and humidity had created an intense fog, but the moon
was full and beamed down on us through the sunroof. We were content
to drive along the mountain roads and talk about what we were going
to do with the rest of our lives when our travelling money ran out.
We alternated back and forth between jobs for her and jobs for me.
We were on me and had worked our way through smoke jumping, more
roughnecking, mountain guiding, and even solar engineering when
she stopped and said, "Well, what about acupuncture?" I opened
my mouth a little bit but nothing much came out. I just sort of
looked at her over there in the passenger seat and moved my jaw
up and down. She arched an eyebrow and had a little smirk on her
face like maybe it should be funny, but we both knew immediately
that she'd struck a chord. We also crashed Squeaky.
Fortunately, I'd taken my foot off the gas pedal for all of this,
so Squeaky only hit the ditch going 35 miles per hour or so. Grass
is soft in Arkansas, and a skilled tow truck operator saved us our
damage deposit. We got pulled out and crept off on our way, my fate
sealed.
Not long after that, I met a guy in Boulder who alternately, inspired,
intimidated, badgered, and encouraged me in my quest. He once whacked
me so hard with a copy of Acupuncture: A Comprehensive Text,
that I had a welt on my head for a week. Seems I'd been using the
only decent book on acupuncture as a footstool during one of his
classes, and that was not the way to treat sacred texts. Bob Flaws
and I have remained friends ever since and his influence has long
outlasted the welt.
Yarrum migrated back to Miami to care for his ailing parents. He
hooked me up with an acupuncturist down there who taught me a lot
about ethics. Most of my apprenticeship was conducted exclusively
at night over Heinekens while my mentor chain-smoked Export-A's.
I sold diamonds over the telephone by day. He taught primarily by
inverse-example, typically getting things profoundly wrong himself.
His was a sort of "crazy-wisdom-from- hell kind of thing. I don't
think I was ready for anything more than that at the time. By the
time I was ready, my drilling-rig wages had vanished in the Miami
heat and I was broke. My father came to the rescue. A card-carrying
MDeity of the old school, he reckoned that it was better to gain
a perspective than lose a son, and so he put me through the New
England School of Acupuncture. In the end, his view of the world
was not so different from mine. The possession of a diploma from an American acupuncture school in 1984 didnt necessarily imply that you knew much about Chinese medicinebut I met some important influences there nonetheless. Kiiko Matsumoto was instrumental inspiring me to study the classics and introducing more subtle ways thinking. Randy Barolet taught invaluable lesson skepticism. Dan Bensky has remained one my most despite factuntil last yearhad never seen him treat patientwrite herbal prescription or even insert needle.
I didn't have any real teachers per se, at least none of
these people were willing to call themselves that. Their council
was more in the spirit of elder brothers and sisters pointing me
in a direction and letting me go off on my own. I'd come back months
or even years later. As often as not they would say "No, no, no,
you've got it all wrong," and off I'd go again. Some marginal facility
with the Chinese language, a result of the efforts of the Klarer
brothers, Zhang Ting-liang and Yang Shou-zhong, enabled me to spend
the ensuing decades reading, practicing, and basically teaching
myself how to make Chinese medicine work.
Along the way, I went to China, needled balloons without popping
them in Toyo Hari training and generally tried to educate
myself. Some of my translation work was published. Bob Felt at Paradigm
Press was responsible for egging me on in this pursuit. In the early
nineties I watched a video by Miki Shima titled Mysteries of
the Needle. It brought tears to my eyes. His description of
the sensation he experienced when needling a patient was identical
to my own. Six years of angst and insecurity over my patchy education
vanished in that moment. Miki's inspiration has continued to this
day. Around the same time, I began collaborating with Yang Shou-zhong
on a translation of the Jia Yi Jing. This experience cemented
my fascination with the classical medical literature, and confirmed
my suspicion that no one really knows what any of it actually means.
These days, I'm primarily interested in clinical practice. I read
a lot of Chinese medicine and translate a little. I teach a few
times a year, mostly as a means of clarifying for myself why I think
what I think. The rest of the time I go rock climbing with my wife
and sit zazen.
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